Obsessions defined as:
is a recurrent and persistent thoughts, impulses, or images that are experienced, at some time during the disturbance, as intrusive and inappropriate and that cause marked anxiety or distress.
the thoughts, impulses, or images are not simply excessive worries about real-life problems
the person attempts to ignore or suppress such thoughts, impulses, or images, or to neutralize them with some other thought or action
the person recognizes that the obsessional thoughts, impulses, or images are a product of his or her own mind

Compulsions defined as:
repetitive behaviors or mental acts that the person feels driven to perform in response to an obsession, or according to rules that must be applied rigidly.
the behaviors or mental acts are aimed at preventing or reducing distress or preventing some dreaded event or situation; however, these behaviors or mental acts either are not connected in a realistic way with what they are designed to neutralize or prevent or are clearly excessive.

masih inget definisi ini kan......

anggap aja cuma kecemasan di atas batas normal, toh ulin sudah sangat terbiasa dengan hal itu. Menikmati kecemasan..?? mungkin itu benar benar kalimat yang tepat. Hehe.. bisa jadi ulin memang makin 'terganggu'. Tapi batas ke abnormalan kan selama diri sendiri dan orang lain sudah merasa terganggu dengan perilaku yang muncul.

Tapi, satu hal, self awareness tinggi kan menunjang untuk bikin self defense sebaik mungkin. itu berarti........................