Sunday, September 27, 2009



"..We all have our own ticking crocodiles chasing us...".( finding neverland )

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

a perfect day for me is...

bangun disambut hujan rintik rintik, angin yang ramah, mendengar suara my lovely one, dan bangun dengan banyak sekali rencana di kepalaku. Bertemu orang yang sesuai baik untuk kerja sama dalam kebaikan dan kejahatan .menyelesaikan semua rencana dengan kategori sempurna. Dan mengakhiri hari dengan mendengar suara nya lagi.. and this day is one of those perfect days

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
Patience...
Ooh, oh, yeah

Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it

...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more patience
I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change but maybe the name
I ain't got time for the game
'Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (Take some patience)
Whoa, I need you (Just a little patience is all we need)
Ooh, this time....



buat kamu .. iya kamu.
things will be just fine
doain aja saya tetap bisa sabar...

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

..a little cute red sheep.. yes it's me..

nemu hal lucu di http://world.doubutsu-unarai.com. jadi inget soal insiden hitam yang bukan kambing beberapa tahun lalu ituh. seandainya aja mereka tau i'm a little cute red sheep .




You are Red Sheep who remains like a young girl with pure and innocent heart.

You do not forget consideration for others, and tries to be kind without putting any pressure to the other person.
You tend to be very dependent on people around you, and therefore are able to adapt to new environment quite easily.
Nevertheless, you will experience many ups and downs in your life.
You are not a weak type; you can show perseverance and aggressiveness.
You tend to be stubborn, and not easily show your real feelings.
You also tend to be calculative, and are sensitive to profit and loss.
You can make shrewd decisions concerning money.
When you don't get your way, you can be sultry and feel sorry for yourself.
You have lots of friends and are a very sociable person.
However you tend to feel lonely easily and lack independence.
You can show great talent through learning from your own experience in the society, rather than from school education.
You will be able to follow a successful life by first taking an assistant kind of job, and then later starting your own business.
After getting married, you will be able to run your house extremely well.
You may become too obsessed with your children's education.
Your type of people tends to choose either being a housewife or your career

ordinary day...

pagi ini dimulai dengan bunyi getaran hp mungilku dari bawah bantal. sebenernya ulin sama sekali bukan penggemar jam weker dan segala rupa alarm yang sebangsa dengannya bahkan sejak kecil dulu.ini yang bikin pagiku jadi tidak terlalu menyenangkan. sebenernya juga nggak bisa dibilang pagi sih udah jam 6an, tapi mengingat tidurnya udah dini hari, rasanya mata masih enggan untuk baca sms. :)

pesan pendek pagi ini ternyata dari mr irresistable, iyah.. bapak yang satu ini kan paling nggak bisa ditolak kalo ngasih kerjaan, dan selalu dadakan. jadi bikin teringat masa lalu... hehehe
jadi si pesan pendek itu berisi konfirmasi tugas yang beliau titipin buat dikerjain akhir minggu ini. dan... sampe pagi tadi ulin malah belum pernah denger tugas itu. baiklah.. paling tidak pagi ini sudah jelas itu harus selesai bukan. ulin nggak terlalu kaget dengan segala macam tugas dadakan kayak gini.

satu hal yang bikin ulin penasaran, rasanya aneh kalo masalah tugas ini nggak sampai ke ulin. dan ternyata benar juga.. miss you know who itu udah tau dan seperti biasa dia tidak punya tenaga lebih untuk ngasih tau soal tugas itu ke aku . baiklah... kita mainkan saja seperti yang semua orang ingin lihat ...

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

satu tabungan lagi..

ini adalah satu simpanan lagi yang saya siapkan untuk waktu yang telah ditentukan

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say


And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why I say

... see you at 30...

saya terbiasa membuat titik penanda dalam hidup saya. pada putaran bumi ke berapa saya harus berjalan lebih cepat, berlari lebih kencang, berbelok, ataupun berhenti sejenak untuk melihat dunia di sekitar saya berlari. selama ini tidak ada campur tangan siapapun dalam menentukan titik penanda ini

tapi kemarin, mau tidak mau saya mesti melibatkan orang lain dalam menentukan titik penanda saya berikutnya.yah.. siapa lagi kalau bukan dia. 'dia' yang akhirnya mampu membuat saya berhenti sejenak, belajar mengatur tempo lari sehingga saya tidak lagi kehabisan napas, mencarikan jalan yang sedikit lebih teduh. saya katakan mau tidak mau karena saya kali ini saya tidak bisa membangunnya sendirian. kesepakatan sudah diambil bersama, dan akhirnya dengan banyak sekali pertimbangan kami .. saya dan dia, satu tanda lagi sudah dipasang pada peta. bukan lagi peta saya atau peta dia, melainkan peta kami.

then..see you at 30, dear

Monday, September 07, 2009

put a spell ..

picturing you ..
pointing a wand at me and say crucio
then it would be definitely complete...


and still waiting for the avada kedavra