yes it was me..

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,
But I didnt see that the joke was on me.
I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing.
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that Id said.
Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.
I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that Id said.
til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was one me.

"kamu pikir aku ni apaan. ngasih uang di pinggir jalan malam malam gini. untung aku ngingetinnya masih pake mulut, bukan tangan"


udah tiga taun lalu kalimat itu terucap, dan sejak semalem tidak berhenti mengisi kepala saya. bedanya kali ini saya menjadi pelaku, bukan korban. rasanya minta maaf juga tidak akan cukup